| 049 |
[Oct. 28th, 2011|07:03 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | /formal princess, /sap, accidental video, angst angst angst, clone things and time paradoxes for all, emo kid, home world island, my emo let me show you it, pain in my kokoro, random, sob our canon, syaoran-kun, why so emo | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sad | ] |
[Accidental video]
[When the video starts recording, it looks like no where else in Kiseki. Instead, it's the layout of a city within a desert. Sakura is standing in front of a small building, just looking at it.]
It's no use... isn't it?
I'd thought that maybe... [She looks off towards the castle, and then back at the door to this small home - she'd thought that, maybe, there would have been someone...]
[She looks down, and smiles a little - sad, disappointed. But ultimately, she knew this would be the case.]
This was your home, wasn't it? Even though I don't remember that... I know that this place was precious to me, once. [...] Syaoran-kun...
[And then she looks down at the journal, and realizes it's recording. She smiles, apologetic.]
I'm sorry. I shouldn't be surprised it recorded like this... Even so.
I want to record everything I can. So I can watch it again later.
[...] [She looks away, taking in the sights of Clow Country] ... This was "my" home.
[The rest of the recording will be really boring - she's just holding up the journal and recording everything she sees so she can, as she said, watch it again later.]
[...]
I should leave now, shouldn't I? It will disappear on its own, soon, anyway. |
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| 048 |
[Aug. 2nd, 2011|04:22 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | /formal princess, accidental video, confused, emo, idek, kamui, my emo let me show you it, o-oh dear, pain in my kokoro, vampire event, you make it hard to like you kiseki | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
[Accidental video]
[The journal records in the middle of a short gasp of pain, and the image is only of the ceiling and what appears to be a few claws across the journal's front. Then there's a shifting, and it's with some difficulty that Sakura pushes herself back up into a standing position after collapsing, leaning over the camera and breathing heavily.]
[When she manages to open her eyes, looking pained, they're a bright golden color, slit like a cat's.] [A shaky exhale] I - I...
[She stares down, at her newly grown claws, not really acknowledging the journal is there. Her eyes widen in shock]
This is? [She looks off to the side, undoubtedly catching her reflection.] This...
[Text]
[The journal times out as she scrambles to pick up her journal.] [Very shaky writing, because ow still in a bit of residual pain] [Intends to filter it, but utterly fails]
Kamui-san? There's something I think something's happened and I don't
I think I realize what it is but I'm not sure.
[That seems enough. She goes to write something un-filtered (not that it matters)]
Everyone - has anything happened to you or anyone you know? I'm sorry to ask so suddenly like this. |
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| 047 |
[May. 31st, 2011|11:32 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | accidental video, angst angst angst, bawwwww, bitterness event, emo kid, kiseki is a pit of angst, lol sob, mun is a horrible person, my emo let me show you it, pain in my kokoro, sob our canon, why so emo, you make it hard to like you kiseki | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bitter | ] |
[Accidental video]
[It starts with Sakura in her room, looking down at her hands. She's fiddling with the ring on her finger, smiling - a sad smile, but a smile nonetheless. There's another ring in her hand, too - Syaoran's ring.]
Syaoran-kun...
[Suddenly, though, her expression fades and she frowns down at the ring as she's hit by an event.]
Why haven't you returned?
[She clenches her hand around Syaoran's ring and slowly her expression grows more and more frustrated]
[She stands suddenly - and, as a consequence, teetering a little on her unhealed leg. She throws the ring across the room, saying loudly:]
Why did you have to leave at all?
[And at that moment, she sees the journal blinking at her over from the table, and her expression darkens even more. She moves to the journal, picks it up, and frowns down at it.]
We were happy. Why couldn't we have just been left alone for once?
[She ends the recording.] |
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| 046 |
[Apr. 12th, 2011|11:06 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | /sap, accidental video, after-event, angst angst angst, au future event, bawwwww, can has hubby?, determined sakura is determined, emo kid, kiseki is a pit of angst, mun is a horrible person, my emo let me show you it, now just rather emo, pain in my kokoro, return of the angst, sad days, sob our canon, suddenly soulmate-less, syaoran-kun, the future and shit | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sad | ] |
[Accidental video]
[The video shows her limping just slightly as finally, finally she finds what she's looking for]
[There's a ring on the ground as she slowly kneels down and picks it up. She studies it for a long moment and then curls her hand around it, holding it tight]
Syaoran-kun...
[There's a shaky breath and she closes her eyes, because she refuses to cry. She's cried enough and it does not good...]
I'll wait. For as long as I have to, I'll always wait.
[With that she stands up, but she's not fully healed so with a small gasp of pain she teeters off to the side and slumps against the wall, sinking down a little until she's sitting on the ground, still holding tight to the ring]
With everyone... with everyone, I know we'll all meet again. |
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| 045 |
[Jan. 26th, 2011|10:01 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | /formal princess, /sap, after-event, baaaw they're so fluffy ;o;, back to normal, boring entry, clone things and time paradoxes for all, emo kid, my emo let me show you it, sob our canon, the future and shit | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  thankful | ] |
I'm sorry that it's been so long since I'd last written here, but I hope that everyone is well and staying warm through the winter months.
[...] Before, it seems this world's magic had done something to me and made me a child again. I'm not [...] I don't t [................................]
Thank you, everyone, for your kindness. I hope that I wasn't a bother for you, at that time.
Even if they're only memories of this place and "she" did not return to Clow Country as she thought she would, her heart was very happy in those few days, together with everyone. And I'm very happy, too, for your kindness.
[[askdghadsl so I know I'm still in active threads in both her teeny entries, but I didn't want to keep putting off her aging back. .__.;;; It's been like three weeks and the event's only supposed to last one, lol...]] |
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| 044 |
[Jan. 13th, 2011|11:03 pm] |
[Video]
[The video starts, purposefully this time, to show Sakura sitting on the counter of the flower shop (just pretend someone told her about it, lol) and holding up a flower chain:]
I'm going to make a flower crown! [And then she ties it together and puts it on top of her head] Ta-da!
[8D]
Does anyone want one, too? I can make you one! As a thank you for everyone who has been so kind and helped me while I'm here...! |
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| 043 |
[Jan. 7th, 2011|01:49 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | accidental video, clone things and time paradoxes for all, confused, de-age event, flower shop, gimpy leg, haven't posted in forever, oh snap, omg whut, random, replaying event, thus the world ended, tiny sakura, trying not to be too tl;dr here | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  surprised | ] |
[Accidental audio]
[There's the sound of normal, uneven footsteps, as Sakura makes her way towards the flower shop - and then, suddenly, the footsteps are gone and there's the sound of stumbling and a small body falling to the ground]
Ah - ! Ow... [pain in my kokoro leg ;_;]
Where am I? [..............] [Some shifting and then a small gasp] Ah, it's cold!
Eh? This isn't Clow Country! [asdlghasdlghalsdghasd; a brief sputtering and moment of freak out later:] Wait, I remember this place! This is Miracle Country, right?
[And then some scrambling, because she remembers this part, and she picks up her journal and switches it to Video:]
[And lookit, it's a teeny Sakura]
Excuse me, everyone! I don't know how long it's been but... I was here before! This is Sakura! Um... Are the people I've met before still here? I hope everyone is alright!
Thank you very much! |
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| 042 |
[Nov. 23rd, 2010|10:22 pm] |
[Accidental video]
[The video clicks on to show Sakura, with a watering can, watering the potted plants in the flower shop.]
[She does this silently, until she reaches a row of plants near the front of the store, and where the journal is propped up on the counter.]
[She brushes her fingers over the flower's petals, and then nods her head. She looks up out the window to the flower shop, looking thoughtful.]
Yes... it'll only get colder now, for a few months.
[She turns her attention back to the plants, and gives a little smile.]
But it'll be alright. I'll make sure the shop stays warm. |
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| 041 |
[Oct. 2nd, 2010|10:09 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | accidental video, angst angst angst, bawwwww, emo, haven't posted in forever, kiseki is a pit of angst, my emo let me show you it, return of the angst, sad days, sob our canon, suddenly soulmate-less | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
[Accidental video]
[The video records, the journal on the bedside table, pointed towards the bed. Sakura is there, slowly sitting down and picking something up from the bed - a ring - and holding it in her hands.
She looks at the ring for a long moment, before she clenches it tightly between her two hands and ducks her head, to keep from crying]
Please...
[She doesn't move for a moment, except the occasional shake of her shoulders]
Come back soon... I'll...
[..................]
I'll be waiting. |
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